The day everything changes.

It’s a weird feeling, knowing that a certain day will be the day that everything changes. I mean, we watch movies and read books about the day that is “the beginning of everything”, and it’s usually all in past tense. Hind sight is 20/20 right? You’ve come to a point where you realize nothing is the same anymore, so you try and backtrack to the day that it all happened.

But what if you know before it happens?

I am aware that the results of tomorrow will basically determine a huge chunk of the next year in my life.

Weirdest feeling ever.

It’s like anything I do today holds no purpose or substance. Everything is waiting and anticipating tomorrow. It’s the weirdest feeling ever.

I might be having a panic attack.

Hey again…..!

I promise to not make this another apologetic blog post, only to leave again after a few back to back instalments. But really, sorry. This time it’s been 2 years! I’ve decided to not put so much pressure on myself to create ‘content’.. but rather, just to write for the sake of writing again.

I remember back in high school when writing down my thoughts was all I wanted to do after stressful day. That’s probably how I came to be the person that I am – not being able to make any adequate decisions until I understood all aspects and options.

But I digress..

My only thoughts for today is that I’m thankful. I guess it’s good timing, considering it’s Canadian Thanksgiving tomorrow. But, really. There are many things in my life to be thankful for, and it’s never bad practice to count your blessings. So, here we go.

1) My independence.
This past September marked the first anniversary that I moved out of my parents house (after much drama and turmoil), and out on my own. I started off with the best roommate one could wish for on their first outing, and now I’ve moved on to a place to which I can really call my home. There’s something about buying furniture that makes you feel like a real adult, isn’t there?

2) Stability.
Only after I decided to leave my previous job, did I understand how vital stability is to my sanity. I went through 4 months of unemployment, which meant inability to make life decisions due to finances, and just overall mental stress. I was trying to put myself outside my comfort zone in order to make a life I could be happy with. In the end, push came to shove and I had to settle on something that provided me with a stable income, rather than the ‘passion’ I was looking for.. but that’s a battle for another time.

3) Family & Friends.
It still kind of takes my breathe away sometimes, how much our friends are willing to help. I have so much support around me, it can be overwhelming to think about. I will always be thankful to those who believe in me, even during moments when I don’t believe in myself.

4) Love.
When I think of that line “a love to call my own”, I get that warm, fuzzy, feeling in my heart that is seriously vomit worthy. But really, to have someone in your life that makes you feel you like you have a partnership to get through the tough days is really something. The happy parts ain’t bad either.

I didn’t plan this post out (like I usually do – with pictures readily at hand), but it felt nice to have some thoughts jot down. Hopefully, this Thanksgiving, you can take the time to count some of your blessings too.

Till next time!

<3 Tina

Much Needed Me Time

Hello, blogosphere.

Every once in a while, I like to enjoy what I call a “no human contact day”. A day where I ignore my phone, stay in pajamas and just enjoy some time to myself. Since July, I had been working 7 days a week, travelling to different places and just felt like I was constantly on the go. I spared what little free time I had for salvaging what remained of my social life and catching up on sleep. But even now, as my hectic schedule is winding down with the end of my internship, I still found myself spread thin between picking up hours at work, and playing catch up with some slightly neglected friends.

Then yesterday, after a slightly hectic Black Friday, it all kind of came to a halt for me. Sometimes, you just get that feeling of being overwhelmed and wanting to hit pause. Now, although we can’t all be like the movie “Click” and literally hit pause on life, it doesn’t mean that we can’t give ourselves a little bit of breathing room – and that is literally what I gave myself today to do. For the first time in a long while I had the entire day off and the whole house to myself – and I took full advantage of it. So, I lit some candles, cooked myself some unhealthy meals, lounged on the couch reading, played my own music slightly louder than it should’ve been, stretch my fingers along the much forgotten about piano, and even had time for a nap.

I had to bail on some very understanding friends today (love you!) in order to give myself this time, but I end this day with my head a little clearer and my heart a little lighter, which I’m sure will go a long way. Now, as I ease myself back into the real world, I urge you all to give my “no human contact day” a try every once in a while. It may be hard at first to disconnect yourself from your phone (aka the rest of life), but you’ll realize that you’re really only doing yourself a favour at the end of the day.

Till next time,

<3 Tina

Best of NYC 2012

First, I present to you the first instalment of the NYC 2012 blogs – a collection of some of my favourite memories and places: The Best of NYC 2012!

It’s honestly a little hard to wrap my head around writing about my NYC trip in July because it was just THAT amazing. Let me put this a bit more into perspective for you – you know that question that people ALWAYS ask.. “if you had all the money in the world, where would you travel to?” Ever since I could remember, my answer was always New York Freakin City. It was the trip I had always dreamed of going on. To wake up in the city that never sleeps (found out it actually DOES sleep, btw), to stroll through central park, to shop on 5th Avenue, and most of all, to watch musicals on Broadway. I’m happy to say we pretty much completed all of those things and made my childhood dreams come true, plus so much more! Now, excuse the next few long posts while I try to summarize my amazing experience in words and also become the stereo typical “went to nyc and fell in love with the city” tourist. Because honestly, I really, really did.

Arriving in the City: Our first memory of NYC was definitely not a very pleasant one, unfortunately. Due to the fact that we were probably too overly excited to be in the big city to remember that we probably should’ve mapped our way to my sister’s apartment a little bit better. Long story short, we spent our first couple of HOURS in NYC frantically trekking up and down the streets with our massive luggages, trying to find a train station that, in the end, turned out to be a block away from where we were originally. Looking back at our adventure may be a bit humorous now, and surely makes for a great anecdote, but omg were we sweaty and tired at the end of it. The food and shower that followed was heaven.

Over Stimulation in Time Square: Sure, we’ve all seen photos of Time Square – the big billboards, bright lights and hoards of people trying to meander their way through other hoards of people. But really, no picture will prepare you for the real thing. It felt like my brain was on fire. Especially coming from a city like Vancouver, where the most lights you’ll see flashing at you is when the club is trying to give you a seizure with their strobe lights, Time Square was seriously an overload for all senses. Standing there, in the middle of it all during the darker hours of the night is when you really feel like you’re in the city that never sleeps. Once you’ve given your body some time to adjust to everything, and you take a moment to soak it all in, it really is a sight to behold.

Napping in Central Park: Yep. You read that right. I mean, Patricia and I were in New York for 12 days, so we had plenty of time to do all of the usual things a tourist should do. We visited all of the landmarks, shopped the famous 5th Avenue, visited all of the famous museums, etc. So, naturally, about mid way into our trip, we were a little exhausted from being on the go all the time. That morning, we had decided to tour the massive MET, which we were told was going to take up an entire day in itself. Sidenote: did you know that The MET entrance fee is actually by donation? When you arrive at the desk, you’ll notice that the staff will word their question “That will be $25, is that okay?” Which, if you’re a tourist like most people who visit the MET are, you would automatically pay. But you can actually give them whatever amount you feel like! So, Patricia and I just told them $10 for the both of us and we got our entrance pins just like everyone else :). ANYWAYS.. we spent a few hours in the museum getting really lost and really tired. We even missed a couple of galleries, which we had only realized after we left, BUT THE PLACE IS MASSIVE, OK? After the museum, we found ourselves in Central Park, and it was such a gorgeous day that we decided to sit down, listen to some music and people watch. Then, one thing led to another and we were both passed out on the grass with our shoes off to the side. Best. Nap. Ever. Needless to say, we were refreshed for the rest of the day. Napping in Central Park? Highly Recommended.

SoHo = DANGER: We did a lot of shopping this trip, as you’ll soon see in future NYC themed blogs. But no amount of shopping frenzy and plastic swiping compared to the damage that was done in SoHo. First of all, we both fell in love with the area. The architecture and feel of SoHo was basically Gastown (Vancouver) on hipster crack. Second of all, there were so many streets of amazing boutiques as well as many, MANY stores we all know and love. I seriously had to have a lot of self control in order to not buy out the whole place. SoHo was definitely my personal favourite area of New York – not only to shop but to just simply be in, however it was definitely not my bank account’s favourite.

Apples of the Big Apple: I know, I know. I’m a huge dork and I tour the Apple stores of the places I travel to. But, come on! This was New York! The 5th Avenue Apple Store is basically our mothership outside of Cupertino. John, our friend and co worker met up with us in the beginning of the trip and was with us for a lot of the stores, and honestly, the way that the Apple stores were constructed in some of the major cities around the world is kind of awesome. Take the Grand Central Station Apple Store, for example. IT HAS NO DOORS! I mean, yes, I’m sure there are doors here and there within the place, but you literally walk up the famous stairs of that one side of Grand Central, and bam. You’re in the Apple store. Coming from a city where all of our stores are simply in malls, it was rather mind blowing. Okay, I won’t bore you with all the details of every store as I’m sure you get the idea. Ending of nerd paragraph now.

Going on up – Empire State Building: This was definitely one of the more tourist-y things we did while in New York. We not only went up to the usual 86th floor observation deck of the Empire State Building, but we went all the way to the 102nd floor! For someone who has pretty bad vertigo, it was quite the adventure. We got to see a 360 degree view of the city on a relatively clear day while we pushed past other tourists and made space for ourselves to take some pretty epic photos. Was it worth it to go all the way of to floor 102? Maybe not, as it was relatively small and it was an enclosed deck so all of our photos came back with a reflection from the windows; but it was something I’m glad I did at least once in my life. The next time I go back though, I’d definitely go the 86th floor again as I’d want to see the city at night :)

Breakfast at Tiffany’s: This may be another dork moment, but whatever. You’ve read this far anyway, no point turning back now!

Obviously being able to walk along the famous 5th Avenue was a journey within itself, but the thing I was secretly most excited for was just being in the city where most major movie moments happen. Being the massive nerd I am, I purposely brought my Audrey Hepburn tank specifically for the moment where I would find myself in front of the Tiffany’s on 5th Avenue. Oh gosh, I can feel the judging eyes reading this already. This paragraph is seriously #TinaWays at its finest. Either way. It happened. And it was damn cool.

Singing in the Rain…Not: Most of our days in NYC were filled with sunshine and heat, others with massive down pours and thunder. One day I’ll always remember is the day that we were stranded in FAO Schwarz for a couple of hours. Now, usually, I welcome the idea of being stranded in a place of stuffed animals, an abundance of candy and a giant piano, but we were already in there shopping for a fair bit and it didn’t start down pouring until after we tried to leave. After a while, even massive teddy bears lose their novelty, and we were starting to accumulate a disgusting amount of candy consumption. We then did the thing we knew best – get stranded in a place with free Wi-Fi. Thankfully, the 5th Avenue Apple store was only a few steps away (hello again, mothership), but those seemingly FEW steps left us completely drenched from the rain in a matter of seconds. At the very least, we had the internet to entertain us now, along with charging docks for our phones, so all was manageable as we waited out the rain. The rain tried to dampen our adventures a couple more times after that, but we eventually got smart and bought an umbrella. One thing I will say though, is that the thunder in New York is SO MUCH WORSE than the thunder in Vancouver… :(. Thankfully I had Patricia as my thunder buddy.

ERMAHGERD, MUSICALS: This is where it gets freaking exciting, guys. At least for me. All my life, I’ve been a fan of musicals. I try and catch as many that come to Vancouver as I can, but a childhood dream of mine was always to be able to watch a musical on Broadway, in New York. The best case scenario of this dream was to see the original cast of RENT on Broadway, but seeing how the musical wasn’t on Broadway anymore, and how most of the cast have moved on to being in motion pictures and prime time tv, I knew that that would be difficult at best. However, I did get the next best thing. I watched my other favourite music, Wicked, on Broadway, and was able to catch a production of RENT Off-Broadway. Even as I type this, I’m jittering with post-event excitement. The entire time that we were preparing to see Wicked, Patricia thought I was going to die of hyper-ventilation. She kept saying that she had never seen me like that, not even when it came to puppies – and that’s saying something. BUT OMG. IT WAS FREAKING AMAZING. There may have been tears – for both musicals. There may have been screams of excitement before and after. There also may have been the requirement of alcohol to calm my nerves (which, btw, came in a Wicked sippy cup. Awesome). But most of all, my dreams definitely came true :).

People of New York <3: I guess this instalment will have to end on a sappy note, because honestly, New York wouldn’t have been as amazing if it weren’t for the person I travelled with, the sister that housed me, and the friends I got to see again. With John we toured the stores of the company that brought us all together; With David I got to rekindle my love for Animal Crossing and Nintendo DS (lol); With Sophia I wined and dined in all sorts of fancy and took part in the New York night life; With Justine I (unwillingly) gained a sister, toured NYU and stuffed our faces with delicious dessert; With my sister I had a roof over my head when the thunder scared the living shits out of me and furthered my skills in putting together ikea furniture; With Jon I devoured massive macaroons amongst many other LAST MINUTE treats that we had to get before leaving the city; and finally, with my travel buddy, Patricia Grace Cordero (never giving up a chance to full name her), I frolicked my now favourite city, made dreams come true, fought off mosquitos, made memories to last a life time and woke up everyday for 12 days to the same damn face <3.

This trip was truly amazing in all shapes and forms. Thank you for reading this long post and I hope you’ll stay tuned for future instalments of NYC 2012! 

<3 Tina

Running in Underpants!

Hello, Blogosphere!

I guess since I’m updating you guys on life events that have happened in my 4 months of hiatus, I should probably go in order.

July was a milestone in its own very special way – for multiple reasons. One very important event, though, was that it was the month I achieved something I never thought I would have the motivation and/or ability to do.. I completed the Underwear Affair 10k run!

Looking back, there were probably a couple of things that could’ve been better… like for example the fact that I had ALL YOU CAN EAT SUSHI BEFORE THE RUN…….. so smart, Tina.. SO. Smart. I honestly thought I would have had enough hours to digest all of the deliciousness, but no. I did not. Thus, my first hurdle of the run was trying really hard not to projectile vomit on the runners around me. Then, once I got over the nauseousness, around the 5K mark, my knee started to feel funny. Which eventually led me to limping around 2K of the run with my running partner supporting me. There were literally people who we ran past that yelled “Now that’s what we call support!! Get it? Cause you’re both wearing bras?” Ha. Ha. Ha. The good thing is that around the last 2Ks of the run, something in my brain clicked and I said to myself “eff it. If I’m crossing that finish line, then I’m sure as hell crossing it RUNNING.” And so, I did.

After the run it was seriously a rush of relief and adrenaline that I’ve never really felt before. I’ve never challenged myself physically like that before and I was SO happy I was able to complete it. This run was not only a test of my physical limits but also something that meant so much to me. I had gotten so much support going up to the run, and I couldn’t let all of that love go to waste. To top it all off, my running partner, Navio, did not give up on me during the entire run, which in turn did not allow me to give up on myself. 10K was a piece of cake for someone like him, who usually runs that amount to warm up – ha. I could not thank him more for being there for me throughout the entire thing. Plus, he got us a lot of attention during the run with his attire :)

I’ve had a break from running since then to give my knees a bit of a rest, but I was gifted some Nike Frees on my birthday from my BFFS, so I’m itching to get on the pavement again. Who knows, maybe I’ll eventually turn into a running junkie and crave that ‘runners high’ that everyone talks about (unlikely). Either way, I now have this milestone to look back on to remind myself that I should never stop pushing my limits. I am thankful that I was not only able to run, but also to be a part of such an amazing cause. Thank you to EVERYONE who donated, sent inspiration/motivational messages and believed that I could do it. I seriously have some amazing people in my life.

Fuck cancer. :)

<3 Tina

Hello… and sorry.

Hello, Blogosphere!

Let me start this off by profusely apologizing for my absence. However, that is usually what happens when you start working 7 days a week with only 2 days off over a 4 month span. Forgive me?

The last 4 months have definitely been a whirlwind of events. There has been ups and downs (as life usually does) in both my personal and work life. I’m happy to say, though, that I seem to have come out on top for the time being (ask me again in a month).

Now, as I begin to sort out my life again in preparation for the next chapter, please allow me to catch you up on some pretty sweet life events within the next few posts.

I hope you’re as excited to read as much as I’m excited to share :)

Blog soon, friends!

<3 Tina

A Different Perspective

I’ve come to realize how much life can change in just a matter of a few weeks. When I started this blog, I had honestly thought that I was at one of the lowest ruts in my life. And I don’t say that to be emotional or dramatic, because instead of wallowing in things that could’ve been, I took matter into my own hands and sought to change for the better. I decided to focus on things that I knew brought me happiness, to confide in friends that I knew only had my best interest at heart, and only associated myself with people and things that didn’t bring my life negativity. And just like that, it was like someone had flipped a switch.

I believe that perspective is a huge part of enjoying life. Instead of focusing on the bad, I chose to only see the good and it was as if all the good in the world was attracted to me all of the sudden! In the span of a couple of weeks, I’ve received more good news – about not just myself, but my friends and family, than I’ve ever had before in such a small time frame!

I’ll keep this short and sweet in fears of it getting SUPER sappy.. but I just wanted to share a little piece of my new found happiness with you guys. So if you’re ever feeling down in the dumps.. hang in there and just remember that sometimes, it’s just a matter of changing some perspective – and sure enough, you could be flying!

My Vancouver Must Eats – Part 1!

I should probably find the fact that I’m about to admit to everyone that I have an emotional attachment to food a little bit troubling.. but I’m going to do it anyways. Because, really, haven’t we all felt a little bit happier after a good meal at some point in our lives? Now, the food I’m about to divulge to you may not necessarily be the best of the best, but it’s dishes that i’ve literally grown an emotional attachment to. In other words, if I go to these restaurants and these dishes aren’t ordered, I’ll probably leave a little bit unsatisfied. You may not feel hungry now.. but you probably will after!

The first thing you should know about me is that I’m a pretty big fan of brunch… and when I say pretty big fan, I mean pretty BIG fan. So, naturally, I have a couple of favourite places – the first being The Red Wagon! The Croque Madame is probably the heaviest breakfast I’d ever let myself ingest, but goodness is it ever good. It’s basically an open face ham sandwich with swiss cheese melted over it, and grilled to a perfection. I certainly have to be in a pretty hungry state, and the drive out to hastings and nanaimo is a bit of a trek, but if I’m there, I AIN’T LEAVING WITHOUT EATING THIS.

I discovered this next yumminess during a reunion with my elementary school friends a few months ago.. and ever since then I’ve had cravings of the Red and White Tuna Stack from Tokyo Thyme in Kerrisdale every once in a while. Its basically a build-your-own-hand-roll style dish with chunks of tuna sashimi, rice and seaweed (add a quail egg for some extra kick!). The fancy rolls in this restaurant can be a bit on the expensive side, but you get a real authentic Japanese feel to everything. Either way, as long as I’ve got my tuna stack, I’m good to go!

This next dish is a serious “feeling fancy and don’t want to spend too much, but it still needs to be delicious and filling” meal. Normally at a regular steak house, a prime rib will cost well above $20 before tax and tips, but at Chaise on Main St., it’s priced at a delicious $16! Paired with garlic mash, grilled veggies and yorkshire pudding, it’s impossible to still be hungry after. Seriously. it. is. so. good.

For people who’ve never gone to Naam on 4th Ave, once I mention that it’s all vegetarian, a lot of the time they’re automatically turned off from it. I can understand people who feel like if they don’t eat meat during a meal, they’d still be hungry after because sometimes, I’m like that too.. until I found Naam! I used to ALWAYS get the teriyaki stir fry, but ever since my friend told me to try the tofu dog platter, I’ve never gone back. You seriously don’t even realize that you’re not eating meat because they’ve made their tofu dog taste SO GOOD – and not artificial at all! Moreover, it comes with a side of their famous fries with miso gravy dip and Naam salad. It’s seriously like the best of every world on a single plate.

Like every good meal, this post shall end with none other than dessert! And a mighty fine dessert it is – Smooth Operator from Sweet Revenge on Main St.! It’s basically a black forest cake on crack. They always write different messages on the plates which makes it EXTRA sweet :). Despite how it looks, it’s actually not too heavy of a dessert.. or maybe I’m just obsessed and am lying to myself to make me feel better.. I’ve recently been on a froyo binge, so I haven’t been in to get this in a while.. but posting this seriously makes me crave it now.. brb guys?

Hope you enjoyed part 1 of my guilty pleasures in Vancouver.. please stay tuned for part 2 because I’m sure it’ll be just as delicious!

My Recent #OOTDs

Needless to say, the weather in Vancouver recently have been rather… sporadic – and it certainly shows in my recent choices in outfits! One of my favourite trends this season is colour blocking.. and although when it is cloudy and pouring rain outside you realistically just want to crawl into a pair of grey sweatpants and call it a day, I’ve made a huge effort in trying to have at least SOME colour in every outfit.. Hopefully this can inspire some of you to get creative and dig out some old shirts and have some fun with them! Who says our outfits need to match the weather all the time, right?

Sweater: Aritzia
Scarf: Francesca
Tshirt: Garage
Jeans: American Eagle
Shoes: Sperry

I. Love. This. Scarf. I recently hauled it on a trip to the states and have been in love with it ever since. The sweater and Sperrys featured in this outfit are definitely my staple items for when it looks dreadful outside. A girl’s gotta be comfortable!


Top: H&M
Jeans: American Eagle

Ahhh, spring. This outfit certainly took inspiration from the pastel colours of the season. I just love the pale blue on creamy yellow for those sunny, cool spring days! Not to mention, it’s also catering to the whole coloured jeans fad.. which, obviously, I’m a bit crazy about.



Top: Monk & Lou (Plenty)
Bottom: Wilfred (Aritzia) 

You guys will soon start seeing a common trend in all my outfits – I like to stay comfortable! And it certainly shows with this outfit. These Wilfred pants are to DIE for as they feel like I’m wearing PJ pants out… thankfully (hopefully) it doesn’t look that way!



Top: Wilfred (Aritzia)
Bottom: Forever21
Bag: Rebecca Minkoff

 A few things to take note of in this outfit:
1) I usually don’t like animal print things.. but this snake skin is subtle enough (and silky enough!) to make me love it anyways.
2) My red pants were only $20 at forever21! talk about keeping up with trends without breaking the bank!

Sweater: Wilfred (Artizia)

Grey Tank: Aritzia
Audrey Tank: Forever21
Tights: Garage

Another way to bring a pop of something into an outfit is through graphic tees! Who better than the classic icon Audrey Hepburn? The tank was totally a random find at Forever21 one day.. and who could say no to Audrey?

annnnd there ya have it! Keep posted for future outfit of the day blogs.. and be sure to follow me on instagram to see these outfits in live action!

#OOTD account: theadfmstore
Personal Instagram: tinacjliu

<3

Vancouver Underwear Affair 2012!

CLICK! :) http://www.uncoverthecure.org/goto/squailandturk

I started exercising this year with pretty much only one thing in mind. To participate in the BC Cancer Foundation’s Underwear Affair. Of course, becoming fit and healthy were also valid reasons, but this was the first year where I felt that I was given the privilege to be able to run while many others who are in their own battles with cancers under the waist may not be as lucky.

This run, to me, is not only a way to give back to a cause that is now dear to my heart, but also a way of showing that because of the support from the people around me, I am not only able to pull myself through a rough patch in my life, but also be given the strength to help others in similar situations. I’ve been in this fight for 3 years now and it has definitely been a few of the hardest years of my life so far. Without the support from my family and friends, I definitely wouldn’t have had the strength to be where I am today.

So, give a little, give a lot – give whatever you want! Just know that your encouragement will mean the world to me, and that your money will go towards helping someone live another day and hope for another tomorrow.

“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.”

Please visit http://www.uncoverthecure.org/goto/squailandturk to make your donation today ♥