The day everything changes.

It’s a weird feeling, knowing that a certain day will be the day that everything changes. I mean, we watch movies and read books about the day that is “the beginning of everything”, and it’s usually all in past tense. Hind sight is 20/20 right? You’ve come to a point where you realize nothing is the same anymore, so you try and backtrack to the day that it all happened.

But what if you know before it happens?

I am aware that the results of tomorrow will basically determine a huge chunk of the next year in my life.

Weirdest feeling ever.

It’s like anything I do today holds no purpose or substance. Everything is waiting and anticipating tomorrow. It’s the weirdest feeling ever.

I might be having a panic attack.