It’s a weird feeling, knowing that a certain day will be the day that everything changes. I mean, we watch movies and read books about the day that is “the beginning of everything”, and it’s usually all in past tense. Hind sight is 20/20 right? You’ve come to a point where you realize nothing is the same anymore, so you try and backtrack to the day that it all happened.
But what if you know before it happens?
I am aware that the results of tomorrow will basically determine a huge chunk of the next year in my life.
Weirdest feeling ever.
It’s like anything I do today holds no purpose or substance. Everything is waiting and anticipating tomorrow. It’s the weirdest feeling ever.
I might be having a panic attack.